MichelleJoyPhelps

It’s blinding like deciet,
unaware of when it creeps.
prowling the nightlife searching for something not there,
just trying to feel complete.
Praying nightly,
knees ready to bleed,
crying aloud for my inner self to be set free.
Personal demons stir in my mind,
preventing any form of prosperity.
My heart yearns to feel something real,
for once in my life to know what it should feel.
Lonely nights and endless days,
seem to be what haunts my way.
My hope lives on and faith still stands.
God won’t you help me find the right friend?
In a town so fake,
is where I wake.
Looking for comfort in any familiar face.
Though it’s hard I remain strong,
waiting for the day when he’ll come home.

Michelle Joy Phelps

Rejected again cause I’m just being me,

So afraid to change,

Don’t know what to be.

Not Quite sure that being me makes me happy.

But everyday thinking…

“I can’t exactly change my identity.”

So confident on the outside

But dying inside,

Wishing someone could understand the real me I hide.

Do you see that I keep being rejected?

God help me find,

Someone to love me inside and outside.

xoxo

Hey everyone!

I’ve been working on a blog now that has taken some time to get together due to the touchy topic!! It will be about the importance of sex and how holding out on sex as a punishment or simply for control can and will cause him to cheat on you!

Yes!! Important topic for all the ladies!! Stay tuned as I include first hand interviews I’ve done with other women who have had this happen to them and the regrets they have.

Talk to you tomorrow and any feed back will be great!

xoxo,

Michelle Joy Phelps

Hey Friends!

Sorry for the long delay! I’ve been away busy with work and had so much on my plate but no more excuses, I am back to my blog and will be do my best to give you NEW blogs every day.

Let’s see! Life has been great. I’ve been actively involved with my acting career; in private acting lessons weekly and signed with a new manager, Marcus Spence (He reps music producer Timbaland and is the President of Mosley Music group which is Timbalands record label and is responsible for the success’ of One Republic, Nelly Furtado, Omarion and Keri Hilson). No I am not signed as a singer but as an actress. Just thought I’d clarify before getting emails about it.

Aside from that, my personal life has been amazing and I’m a lucky girl who is blessed beyond words. I couldn’t ask for more supportive people in my life than the amazing family and friends I have!

2009 is going to be a prosperous one and I’m looking forward to taking things to another level. I have radio appearances coming up (jan 12th and 18th airing midnight on KZSU Stanford 90.1) and will keep you posted on all the details about a week prior so you can check it out!

Much love to everyone and hope your Holiday and New Year is a blessed one!

-Michelle Joy Phelps